Written by So yesterday was Pammy’s funeral and there were a tonne of people of there. Why do they make crematorium chapel’s so small? We couldn’t all fit in, and to be honest, as I couldn’t see her coffin, it doesn’t feel like I’ve had my closure.
The service was non-religious and as such, was quite short, but there were some lovely tributes read and sung by her longest known friends.
As we hadn’t been invited to the wake, we met up with Kerry, Craig, Leanne and Caleb in Baroosh to have a final drink to Pam.
Goodbye honey, I still can’t believe I’m never going to see you again. xx
However, I am trying to adopt a more ‘Pam’ style of living – we used to chat about a lot of things including my need to make some new friends and generally get out more. James and I spend far too much time on our computers and we should go out experience life a bit more. So, we have been arranging meeting up with as many friends as possible lately and we intend to make more of an effort full stop. Photos as well – we need to start taking photos of evenings out and places we visit – we hardly have any of our own of Pammy.
I was perusing the BBC Essex site while at lunch at work today, when I happened upon an article about a crash that happened on Monday night at 10:45 on the A1114, involving a 25 year old woman – well loads of them about – but driving a silver MR2. I instinctively thought “Pam’s got a silver MR2 – and she’s 25″. I immediately texted James as he’d been giving her advice the previous night about domain names. No James hadn’t heard from her. I hadn’t had a reply from the text I’d sent earlier in the morning. How could I find out?